Well, I got a call on Saturday morning - my Grandma Alice died on Thursday.
She has battled for a while with Dementia and Emphysema. She was in her 93rd year and I know she had a full life. It doesn't stop me from being sad. I still feel horrible. I am in GEORGIA and they are up in Guelph. I can't get there in time and I will miss the funeral. I know that my mum went to the fineral home and saw all my relatives from my Biological Father's side of the family (it was his mom).
Mum even saw my Biological Father - Trieste. Did you know that he didn't even ask her about me? He signed me over to Al so long ago and it isn't like he has ever really been a father to me, but you would think he would ask about me.....What an ASS!
Back to Grandma Alice - she was the last grandparent I had. She hadn't met Nathan either because she was so far gone, she would have just been VERY confused had I taken him there. BUT - the last time I saw her, she *KNEW* who I was.......Made me feel good that she knew who I was and what I was to her. She will be missed by a lot of people. I still feel bad....and it has been a few days since I found out.....
Rest in Peace Grandma Alice.